#morningmonorailride (Taken with Instagram at Monorail Gold)

#morningmonorailride (Taken with Instagram at Monorail Gold)


Thorty, I miss you <3

Thorty, I miss you <3


ughhh

i have nowhere else to write this. i just need to get a lot of stuff out.

I found out I’m sick, well, technically, I’m not sick yet, but if I don’t drop a ton of weight, I will be soon. I’m having heart problems. Great, right? Well, I’m also on Xanax cuz I’m a wreck. I need to get in to see a psychiatrist soon, or things might get worse much faster then this. And honestly, I don’t care. I would welcome the idea of being sick. 

My mom got a job. But that means I can’t work because I have to watch Jonathan. Well, if I wasn’t already on a waiting list to work at DisneyWorld, just my dream job, then I wouldn’t care.

And Dominic sleeps.  Yeah, that about sums it all up. He won’t get up. He always doesn’t feel good. He just sleeps. Doesn’t ask me to take him to a doctor, nothing. Just says I don’t feel good. And I don’t want to fucking deal with it anymore. I don’t want to deal with anything. I don’t want to be with anyone. Not Dominic, not family, not friends. I want to be all by myself. I want to just let myself go, health wise, and any other way possible. No one truly knows how sad I am. And, really, I don’t think anyone cares. 

I’m just so tired of nothing being right. 






:amused:

:amused:

(via lousyesthetics)


I would do anything to be on a plane to ANYWHERE. legitimately I would fly anywhere that wasn&#8217;t here. I just need an escape. I need somewhere to go. Anywhere. Theres nothing better than being on a plane, and knowing that once that plane closes and gets off the ground and into the air, you&#8217;re not going to be home. Doesn&#8217;t matter if it was one state away or thousands of miles away, you&#8217;re not going to be home. And right now, that&#8217;s the greatest feeling in the world.

I would do anything to be on a plane to ANYWHERE. legitimately I would fly anywhere that wasn’t here. I just need an escape. I need somewhere to go. Anywhere. Theres nothing better than being on a plane, and knowing that once that plane closes and gets off the ground and into the air, you’re not going to be home. Doesn’t matter if it was one state away or thousands of miles away, you’re not going to be home. And right now, that’s the greatest feeling in the world.


Ahaaa&#160;!

Ahaaa !